deep blue me

it's been long time i didn't write, whereas writing is one of my chatarsis.
i'm going to explain what happens to me.

i now feels so sensitive easily. i actually don't know what happens with me. i'm just feeling too dramatic and so much when i felt being ignored.

my friend said that sad will make you mature, but for me it doesn't work, or maybe not yet. when i'm alone and no one asks me "hey, what is happening with you??" i'm feeling so damn hurt, and i cry very often.

well, now i'm trying to find out my way back into my real character. we'll see then.